MY PERSONAL STORY

Being an early trailblazer integrating this new healing science into the public school system circa 2008 I saw the powerful shifts take place. But it was my own personal transformation that was truly remarkable.

After experiencing my own childhood trauma and sexual abuse, and years of vicarious trauma working in the mental health field, I had become numb. I rejected intimacy in a way I wasn’t even fully aware of at the time. Even though I had received years of talk therapy, and was still seeing a phenomenal mind-body therapist, my heart was unable to be fully soft. My body was unable to fully open and express, as my heart had an outer layer of protection that was keeping me from experiencing the deepest states of love, intimacy, and pleasure.

Training as a facilitator of these groups softened my heart, melted the deep tensions in my body, and peeled back and healed the last layer of sexual trauma (the emotional part). I was no longer compatible with a narcissistic husband who did not desire nor know how to create the emotional intimacy I craved.

My divorce coincided with my exit from the public school system, I decided to leave everything holding me back from my authentic self and who I was meant to be. I took the leap into my zone of genius. I turned my side gig into a full-time mind-body healing business, creating innovative programs with synergies I knew healed people faster with lower costs.

After my clinical training in Mind-Body Medicine, my passion ignited. I was hungry and desired more. I enrolled in a PhD program in Mind-Body Medicine to deep dive into the research. I was doing a lot of meditating to cope with the stress and dissolution of an emotionally abusive marriage. I was also working full-time, going to graduate school full-time, growing a new business, and co-parenting my two children as a newly single mother.

With all this pressure on me, and spiritual practices without an experienced guide, what happened was a spontaneous kundalini awakening that was quite disorienting. It became difficult to navigate, as every area of my life disintegrated. Yet it was also blissful and magical at times as I experienced vivid sensations, increased sensuality, and enhanced intuition and psychic phenomena. My life began to reorient in wonderful ways that I couldn’t have planned.

This was in 2014. I chose a dissertation topic of spontaneous spiritual awakenings (Kundalini awakening) with a special focus on the integration of spirituality and sexuality, otherwise known as tantra or female sexuality. I wanted to understand deeply what was happening to my mind, body, and spirit.

What I learned in my years of combined academic research and personal experience, I now apply to helping others. With my personal experiences and clinical experiences, I am uniquely qualified and experienced as a safe, grounding, trauma-informed guide for those navigating spontaneous spiritual awakenings, sexuality-intimacy issues, and the relationship and body issues they cause.

I don’t want others to experience the profound loss, pain, and struggle that I did; ten years later I am still financially rebuilding from my life flipping upside down. I have learned from trial and error - there is an easier way to flow through. Everyone needs a mentor for this journey to avoid profound loss of the foundations of health, mental sanity, and physical security.

The reward for moving through all the pain, and having the courage to feel and heal, is an indescribable bliss, clarity, and creativity flowing into the space the pain once occupied. I’m here for you, we’ve got this 💕